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  For my parents.

  Character List

  Wulfric Housley married to Florence Housley

  Florence Housley died 1660

  Leah Housley daughter of Wulfric and Florence. Died 1662

  Mae Housley daughter of Wulfric and Florence

  Marshall Howe married to Joan Howe

  Joan Howe married to Marshall Howe

  William Howe infant son of Marshall and Joan

  Isabel Frith married to Johan Frith

  Johan Frith married to Isabel Frith

  Frances Frith daughter of Johan and Isabel

  Gabriel Frith son of Johan and Isabel

  Harry Frith son of Johan and Isabel

  Edward Frith son of Johan and Isabel

  Elizabeth Bradshaw married to Francis Bradshaw

  Francis Bradshaw husband of Elizabeth. Died 1659

  John Bradshaw son of Elizabeth and Francis

  Jacques Claridge brother of Katarina

  Katarina Kitts sister of Jacques

  Rafe Kitts son of Katarina

  Sam Chapman apprentice

  Thomas Stanley Rector of Eyam 1644-1660

  William Mompesson Rector of Eyam 1664-1669

  Catherine Mompesson wife of William. Died in Eyam in 1666

  PROLOGUE

  The baby, when eventually it came, slipped from her body like St Margaret from the dragon’s belly. Mother’s groan was death itself. And the little scrap, like a skinned rabbit, lay lifeless on the linen between her legs.

  The year is 1650, and this is my earliest memory.

  ‘Open the shutters, Leah,’ Isabel said to me, and my tiny fingers fumbled with the catch and hinges, pulling back the wooden panels, opening the casements. I felt a trickle of air against my cheek and wondered whether it was the new day coming in or my brother’s spirit leaving; and if it was his spirit why it was in such a hurry to get away.

  I wanted to go to Mother, but the chamber was full of trouble and I failed to see a way from where I stood to where she was.

  ‘By your divine providence…’ she was muttering. ‘Through your infinite grace… some miracle… my soul…’

  At first glance she was an angel, beatific and praying. The next she was an animal, damp and lamenting. Either way, she was unreachable.

  Isabel held out a bundle of herbs.

  ‘Get them burning,’ she told me.

  I held them to the candle flame, my gaze flitting from the herbs to Mother, to Isabel, and back again. I drifted to Isabel’s side.

  ‘Like this,’ she told me, grasping my wrist and wafting the smouldering herbs over the baby’s body. I repeated the action, watching her thread a piece of wool through the centre of a hagstone and wrap it about the infant’s lifeless chest.

  ‘Bone to bone, sinew to sinew, vein to—’

  It was then I felt Father behind us. He had entered the birthing chamber uninvited, and I knew, without looking, that fury would be pouring off him.

  CHAPTER ONE

  Late Summer 1665

  Mae reaches beneath her bolsters and pillows for the coiled strip of linen, letting it unspool between her thighs. She wraps it around her naked chest—once, twice—swaddling the mouse-soft flesh, ignoring the needling pain in her baby breasts, tugging the knot beneath her armpit. She pulls a shift over the top, a bodice over that, and looks down to see whether it will do for another day: her soon-to-be-womanhood disguised beneath the layers of linen.

  Pulling on stockings, petticoats and apron, she glances around for her slipped shoes. They have been kicked beneath the bed and she crouches for them.

  After washing her hands and face at the basin she brushes her hair, pins it up and covers it with her coif, tying the straps beneath her chin.

  Already, she perspires.

  Chamber pot in hand she pauses at the door, listening for sounds of Father praying in his own chamber. He paces when communing with God, naked as a newborn, as if he hasn’t a thing to hide. In the winter his lips are blue by the time he’s finished, his hollowed cheeks mottled as if the saints have been slapping him about the face.

  A warm draught rushes beneath the door, across her feet. And Mae holds her breath as she listens for Father, calculating his whereabouts in the house. She prefers to make a start on the day before he has roused himself, to please him by getting ahead. But sometimes he hardly sleeps at all and she’ll find him at dawn, hunched in the kitchen by a guttering candle, more intractable than ever. It is not just his irritation she’s forced to endure on those days but his bitterness; it is God that bestows a good night of sleep, and Father must juggle with his conscience when rest is denied.

  There are no remnants of a sleepless night, though, when she descends into the kitchen; nothing to suggest he spent the night poring over Malleus Maleficarum: The Hammer of Witches. That tattered book is never far from his thoughts, the oft-thumbed pages tearing from their stitching.

  Moths flutter at the kitchen window, and the mice are unhurried in their searching of the pantry floor for the tiniest of crumbs.

  At the hearth, in amongst the ash, Mae finds the tiniest of trembling embers. A loose pile of dry grass, a breath or two, and the fire is started. She arranges some kindling, a faggot, then she stands, lulled for a moment by the sight of the flames: comforting even on a summer morning. She’s reluctant to turn away to her morning duties of dough-making, hen-feeding, vegetable-chopping. But she coaxes herself with the promise of herbs and alchemy later on; the proper work of the household will begin after breakfast and prayers: the grinding of Jesuit’s bark, millipedes or senna, the pressing of pills, the soaking of woodlice in boiled oil. She will be the hands that Father cannot do without. And with every turn of the pestle in the mortar she will toil with the task of convincing him that she would make a worthy apprentice.

  * * *

  The dough is proving by the time Father comes down the stairs. He has to stoop through the doorway into the kitchen, his greying hair falling in front of his face as he does so. He pushes it behind his ears, rubbing gingerly at his hands. Mae fetches him a mug of ale from the pantry, and then she brings two slices of bread and butter – one for each of them. They sit together at the table and eat, and when they have finished Father administers a tincture which he fetches from the pantry: several drops beneath her tongue. He never, these days, announces what he has chosen for her – in what way he perceives her humours require adjustment. He simply comes towards her with the earthenware jar in one hand and a bone spoon in the other. And she is careful not to flinch from him.

  The taste of it spreads in her mouth, all burgundy and blood red.

  ‘Lemon balm and nettle,’ she says, just loud enough for him to hear.

  * * *

  They walk the cobbled street in silence past Little Edge, Fiddler’s Bridge and Hawk Hill to church. Its great wooden doors are closed but unlocked, its parishioners encouraged to offer God their prayers at any time of day or night. It is empty inside, as it often is so early in the morning, and Mae stands at Father’s elbow as he lights a thin tallow candle.

  ‘Glory to you, O Lord,’ he intones, ‘… who gave me sleep to refresh my weakness and repay the toils of this weak flesh. To this day, and all days, a peaceful, healthy, sinless course, grant, O Lord.’

  It is a shame she looks so much like him. I was made from Mother’s mould – rounded on all the edges, and fair. Mae has Father’s angular face and jutting bones, the dark hair of his youth. I watch her on occasion regarding herself in the looking-glass at the clockmaker’s cottage, thin lips pressed together to stop them from trembling, perturbed it is Father’s eyes staring back at her. If she had Mother’s blue eyes – my blue eyes – then she might not be so afraid of forgetting us.

  She is made in Father’s image but she was always Mother’s little mouse, and the temptation was always too great for me: claws out, waiting to pounce. There had been something about her sensitivities – her strange abilities – that enraged me. And her ridiculous hair – a nest of loose, teasing snakes – had always been too much to resist. I would swipe for a fistful and lead her about the kitchen until she screamed merry murder. Mother would throw us into the garden until the fury was out of us, and on a hot day she might follow with a pancheon of dirty water, determined to bedraggle us both.

  In the cool church, they kneel and pray and Mae finds, as she often does, that her prayers are not to God at all, but to Mother:… in your wisdom, guide me. I am blind, even though your light is all around. Give me grace in my heart, purpose in my character, vigour in my actions.

  She stumbles on your light is all around, and repeats it beneath her breath. She tries to make it real – trying to feel it, as if that might bring Mother back from the dead. Everything changed when she died – the temperature in the house, the shadows in the garden, the timbre of our voices. Most of all, Father changed. The village speaks of this at times – how grief ruffles some, disassembles others.

  They stop at our grave on the way home. Mae’s coif fastenings are damp with sweat, chafing beneath her chin. She holds her shawl about her and kneels, brushing the simple stone with her free hand, cleaning away a few dry leaves, a tumbling of desiccated moss. She runs her fingertips over the lettering of Mother’s name, and then backwards from the last letter of my name, to the first. It is five years, almost to the day, since Mother died. And three since I was taken. When Mae is here alone the graves are more peaceful than sombre – we stir up her soul as she kneels in the grass getting her stockings dirty, bringing us to mind: a spatter of freckles, the
curve of an eyelash, the smell of warm milk.

  She says my name beneath her breath: Leah, like a sigh, too quiet for Father to hear. But perhaps he senses her longing, for he grasps her elbow and lifts her to her feet.

  Marshall Howe stays his shovel, the grave knee-deep, and observes them. His face is wet with sweat, itchy beneath his whiskers, salty when he licks his lips. He presses his shirt sleeve against his forehead and wipes his damp hands one at a time on the back of his breeches. He watches Father and Mae, but he thinks of Joan because she is never far from his thoughts, and he can remember the taste of her that morning and how she’d been looking down at him when he’d opened his eyes. She had bitten his lip playfully, painfully, dipped her tongue in his mouth. Then baby William woke, and though Marshall had closed his eyes in disappointment, it was not long before the child was making him laugh.

  * * *

  Mae scrubs the table with salt and crushed rosemary. She fetches the jars Father asks for from the shelves that line the walls of the kitchen. Ground snake skin, agaric, sarsaparilla. He sits by the hearth, nursing his hands, massaging the great lumps where his knuckles used to be.

  ‘I can wrap them for you,’ she offers, thinking of warm salt water, of tamarind decoction, senna-tea, cream of tartar. But he does not respond.

  She gets the pestle and mortar, knives and spoons.

  ‘Bring vinegar,’ he says. ‘And turpentine.’

  She moves briskly, without fanfare, demonstrating her usefulness. You need me, she is trying to remind him. She hopes. She looks to the goodness in him – but it’s a memory she’s looking at, faded and unreliable. And so she looks to something else: the fact it is only the two of them left, and there is always so much to be done, and each winter his bones grow more troublesome. He needs me, she tells herself.

  Mae drags the steps across the kitchen floor, leans them against the wall and scales them for the liquorice and the aniseed. At the table she waits for him to tell her to chop the short stub of grey valerian root. To grind it, to tip it into a brass cauldron. She imagines a jug of water, a few raisins and a pinch of powdered liquorice. It would be so much quicker if she did not have to wait for his instruction; if she didn’t have to feign ignorance so as not to betray herself.

  When eventually she sets it to boil, hanging it over the fire, she has to lean in front of Father to do so, aware of his clasped hands almost touching the fabric of her petticoat. She can hear the breath in his nostrils – a whistle like the wind in the joints of the house, like the faint, thin sound of a newborn rat – and the hairs lift on her arms, neck prickling.

  * * *

  Mae lifts the heavy iron knocker – a coiled serpent – at the great door of Bradshaw Hall, and lets it fall three times. Then she tips her head backwards to regard the majestic stag carved in stark relief above the entrance. She turns in the direction of its faraway gaze – towards the moors of Bleak Low and the heights of Longstone Edge – as if they might observe something there together.

  A shriek tells her that Isabel’s two youngest sons are playing together on the hillocks of sandstone at the back of the hall, chasing one another round the stacks of rotting timbers and joists, playing hide and seek in the phantom wings that were half-built years ago when Elizabeth Bradshaw’s husband was still alive. Now they crumble, imagined but never finished, darkness where there should have been windows, wild flowers growing from the abandoned masonry. Some say this is what happens when a woman is left in charge of a great house. It belongs to Elizabeth’s sons, but those boys still wet the bed at night and need their meat cutting for them at the dinner table.

  Mae is brought through the Great Hall with its familiar tapestries and vast table long enough for twenty-four guests. She knows the housekeeper from the rear better than she knows her face: her rump as wide as any mare, her plaited hair the colour of toffee, the quick, rhythmic slap of her boots on the stone. Always the same gesture as they reach the corridor to the kitchen: a sweep of her hand, as if Mae might forget where she is going and follow the housekeeper onwards to whatever task has her occupied elsewhere in the house. However perfunctory that little hand gesture, no matter the lack of conversation, they are bound together as allies; Mae’s presence at Bradshaw Hall every Monday evening is not to be spoken of outside these walls. Elizabeth Bradshaw has given her staff strict instruction on the matter.

  It is the end of the day and the kitchen is scrubbed clean, the floors are swept, Cook’s apron is filthy. The room has the settled feeling of a creature readying itself for sleep. Cook is finishing a Lombard pie for tomorrow, sliding a knife beneath the top crust – steam rushing out – and Mae slows to watch her ladle cream and eggs over the meat and spiced dried fruit.

  Through a door, she leaves the quiet of the kitchen behind and enters the stillroom. The place is awash with the scent of roses. Tall windows flood the chessboard floor with the evening light, and amber sunbeams bounce from the copper stills. She looks to the glass objects on the long shelves that run the length of the room: bottles and flasks lined up like shapely soldiers. Something within her settles at the sight of everything in its place. Her eyes skim the pestles and mortars, the scales and weights, the gallypots and graters, strainers and sieves, the two dozen tin vessels – diverse in size with a multitude of spouts. She passes the cold furnaces and braziers, then the heat of one that is gently bubbling.

  She eyes the two women – Mother’s closest friends – deep in conversation at the far end of the room. Isabel’s hand is clenched around Elizabeth’s upper arm as if they are discussing something earnestly, something of gravity. But then they erupt in laughter and grasp one another to steady themselves.

  Isabel looks up at Mae as she draws close. She stretches an arm wide so Mae can lean against her momentarily. It is all soft, all warmth – Isabel’s body like a new pillow stuffed with the lightest down. Her thick waves of silver hair (she is not yet thirty-eight) tickle Mae’s face. She smells of lavender and cinnamon pastries. But then the moment is gone and Isabel squeezes Mae’s arm accusingly through her shawl and shift – as if the arm has no right to be there.

  ‘Skin and bone,’ she says, her brow furrowing. She looks Mae up and down, appraisingly, as if she can see right through the layers of linen to Mae’s collection of bones: the undulations of her ribs and hips.

  ‘Your mother was never so thin,’ she says, as if believing Mae guilty of some conspiracy.

  If she cared to, she could go on: your mother was never so small, her hair was never so dark, her eyes were never so close together.

  ‘Dear Florence,’ says Elizabeth then, pushing a wisp of red hair behind her ear. Their attention falls to reminiscing about Florence in the way that is simple once a person is dead: speaking only of virtues. Mae listens eagerly to Mother’s friends for any new droplet that she has not heard before. Tell me more, she used to say. Tell me more. She would scrape that jar of memories if she could, lick them sticky from her fingers, savouring the taste for days afterwards.

  Sometimes the women talk of me, but not so much; they struggle, you see, to speak of me warmly.

  They speak easily though, then, of unguents and waters, balms and cordials. And Mae fiddles with the small brass alembic waiting to be put to good use on the long wooden table – upending its funnel, tapping the glass receiver. Sometimes she gives the appearance of not listening, but she does not miss a word. The evenings she spends at Bradshaw Hall – with these women that remember Mother and care to speak of her, these women who do not think Mae’s education a folly – are a potent therapeutic.

  Isabel opens her receipt book: recipes of all kinds hoarded in a bulk of loose, stained, well-used pages – gathered, sought and bequeathed. Sometimes the poorest women of the parish who cannot afford to pay directly for her midwifery services offer Isabel a cherished receipt in lieu of payment – some secret remedy passed down through the woman’s family.